// Animals should live forever. RIP my little man Yuki. Almost a decade and a half together living in three timezones and several states. Kinda crazy when I think about it. He was a good boy. I’m gonna miss him. Here off and on for some distractions.

_{pianokeysandbowties replied to your post:

you know what mcfucking sucks ? when you …}

_{Hey. I’m going through that with two people who I considered such close friends to me. Turns out? Guess not. I’m reaching that stage where I just have to admit that I didn’t mean that much to them. It’s really hard to face that fact but sometimes..that’s just what you got to do. Letting go is hard (I’m not there yet) but I know I’ve done all I can do and I just can’t be the only one wanting it anymore. 😦}

_{yeah , it fucking sucks . but you can’t waste your time on people who don’t care about you . because you deserve better than that .}

Well. Just think of it this way for yourself, too? Cause I am trying to tell myself that by letting them go? You kinda make room in your life for the sincere people who have stuck around and been there. Maybe you’re, also, clearing up space for new people to come along? That’s what is happening for me. Either way, I’m here if you need someone to talk to! xoxo

It’s 2018.

// Pls stop whitewashing characters. I thought we were past this, Felicia? You are no longer included in the cul de sac BBQ.

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lets get some nacl-y on munday!

// It’s not munday but I’ll answer this while I pause writing and cook dinner!

7. Things that you will not tolerate?

Hurting my friends for the characters they write. Betraying anyone I love’s and my trust. Character shaming, drama in general. Intolerance. The general rule is just be considerate of others that are following you/writing with the people you write with. Chances are they’re seeing what you’re writing and no one should be made to feel like that. Treat people like you want to be treated and we’ll always be kosher.

15. What is your biggest pet peeve?

Not reading rules pages. They’re there to make the RP experience positive for you and the other writer. I get that some can be long but skimming through to get the gist of what you’re getting into is all you really need to do. It helps people get off on a good foot with each other.

16. How much does it take for you to get angry/upset? How long does it usually last?

Depends on the situation. I’m usually really laid back. There are just a few things that really get to me. It, also, depends on what I’m mad about. 9.9/10, I’m over things pretty fast. Others? I stay mad, I just separate myself from the person and move on.

19. What’s the worst thing that has happened to you in the rping community (Within an ooc situation)?

I mentioned one previously but the second runner up happened with someone who I began to develop a close friendship with offline. She was struggling to make ends meet, in a bad situation and I helped her out. Not just with support but helped her keep her internet on, helped her with things she needed. Right after the wallet closed up? She was gone. Not to mention, she was a pretty toxic person I kept making excuses for and hanging onto. I learned a lot from that. My bad.

bcingnicesucks.

_{Imitating another roleplay blog does not make you desirable as an individual. If you have to feed off of someone elses format/posts/and url to write a character – it may not be fit for you.}

// Ok but seriously though… Wtf..?

// Just a heads up, I love my fellow duplicates and all. You’re freaking wonderful and have great taste in favorites. I’m so thankful for the ones I have become friends with. We can reblog things, trade thoughts ideas and all that jazz. Because you’re perfect. Every one of you.

But if you come onto my blog and don’t say a single word to me and start using me as a resource/mirroring my headcanons/my styles/etc. then it’s a one way ticket to block town. Seriously. There’s a level of etiquette that I pride myself on and just ask for the respect of trying to at least say hello and treat me like a person rather than a resource or imitating things I’ve got a lot of pride in or were made for me by friends, etc. Thank you!

// Sorry for the morose kind of subject here but I gotta get this off my chest. I’ve been a part of the roleplay community for a very long time. Throughout those years I’ve met some of the people I love the absolute most. People who I’ve gone on adventures in real life with and lived together with even. People that stay. People that matter and lift you up when you are feeling so so very low. People that celebrate the good things with you. Like when you end up marrying one of them. Those people you encounter because something the both of you love so much brought you together. I think fate kinda keeps it that way.

This what I love most about being a part of a community of like interests and minds. That is what we should be to each other. Because don’t we all have a spark of passion in us that brings us here? All those sparks should be able to combine and bring happiness and joy and emotions and feelings we all need a little more of each day. Cause who doesn’t? If you keep reading, this post takes a bad turn. Please consider this a warning before going further.

Which is why I can’t understand people who come into this to cause hurt and pain. Who take good people seek to use that trust and excitement and friendship until they can’t use it up anymore and devour everything they can about someone then move onto the next just to do the same thing. They find the weakest ones. The ones that might be down, in a bad place, doubting themselves and they latch onto that. But not to lift them up. They just seek to drag them down into a place as dark as their heart and when they’re done with them? They want to make sure that no one else encounters them. Because it might risk what they do coming to light. They might encounter other people they’ve used since they keep them all in the same circle and then the jig is up. Problem is? The jig always finds a way of coming up.

Most Importantly To Anyone Who Reads This: If you find yourself wondering if this is happening to you, if you get that gut instinct. You need to let that person go. Find a friend, lean on them but know you aren’t alone and there are people here who will help you. I will and there are others too.

This is a link to what brought this on. I thought I’d never see myself writing a post like this but I can’t let my gut settle without warning people of this person and what she has the capability of doing.

// Lurking, but my mind is in a million places. Gonna try to do a few smaller things but I’m not sure what I’m gonna be able to get out. Sorry for the scatterbrainness. I just want Tuesday to get over with. 😦 Thanks for the patience and the messages. I luff you cats.

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the salty af munday meme @ofscarllet

Last sprinkle of salt on my dash tonight under the Read More! I promise!

✂ A fandom that you feel isn’t open and accepting?

The Anne Rice fandom is a nightmare. They are–by far–the worst towards one another. From hate anons to death threats to encouraging people to kill themselves. I saw it all when I was there and that’s why I left.

I met some really good friends in my adventures. Ones that are now IRL friends or IRL internet buddies. But for the most part? Wow–the meanness far exceeds any enjoyment I found with the people I love there. We can just do things on the side, imo. Much better than being a part of that fandom.

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the salty af munday meme @samevvns

More salty salt under the Read More. Daaang we a salty bunch today!

❥ Has someone ever ruined an FC or character for you?

I try not to hold FCs over a character because that’s sort of negating a potential partner for something you can ignore if the writing is amazing–imagination is great like that! I came close, though. I adore Cillian Murphy to the point that I modeled a character after him in one of my books. Someone who is very vicious and awful to people in an unmentioned community popped up using him a couple years ago and that one kinda killed my buzz a bit. But I love the actor so much that I wouldn’t turn anyone away who plays someone with that FC.

✖ How has Tumblr RP changed since you started?

I know this is kind of hypocritical since I’m doing a salty meme but it seems like a lot of people have joined who are a whole lot more bitter and rude since I first came around? So many people are quick to explode on someone. Or call them abusive or toxic whenever it’s just an opposing opinion or someone they don’t like. Those are strong words to toss around and shouldn’t be used just to throw a tantrum and try to turn people against someone you dislike. Other than that? I kinda keep to my own little world and try to surround myself with positivity so I keep enjoying this place. If I can’t ignore what someone is doing, I unfollow. Simple as that.

♒ Thoughts on the fandom you’re currently rping in?

I stick more to indie because–I know I see some people have awful experiences and maybe I’m just oblivious–the people I’ve met in the indie Glee community have been nothing but warm, welcoming and I’ve made some amazing friends here. By far the best group of indie players I’ve ever met. With the exception of maybe three people I’ve encountered out of many. As far as people in the Gleerpc? I’ve noticed a great divide between the types of people I have encountered there. I haven’t had much experience with them but I’ve seen either really great writers who become close to me or people I’d rather not be involved with. At all. There seems to be no inbetween.