SEVEN MINUTES

7 MINUTES IN HEAVEN MEME
(roll 2, long kiss)

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Two drinks in and Blaine’s brain was already full of fuzz when someone at the bar thought it’d be hilarious to start a round of 7 Minutes In Heaven for the sparse crowd that was there on a Thursday.  They all had nothing else better to do in town but belly up at Scandals and hope to drown out the boredom, get lucky, or be in a crowd where company, even if it was the drunken kind, was better than being alone.  Blaine fell somewhere close to the being in a crowd was better than being alone category.  Since, well, breaking up with Dave and subsequently seeing Kurt walking away with a man who made fun of the bowtie he’d proposed to Kurt wearing and, essentially, leaving him once again–alone.

He was just un-sober enough to figure why not as the tip bucket was passed around with pieces of napkin and paper with random mostly stranger’s names sloppily handwritten on them folded up inside. Hey, who knew?  Maybe it’d, finally, someone else’s mouth might get the taste of Kurt’s lips out of his where it’s sat for nearly a week coming back to haunt him.  Two seconds later, the masochistic part of his brain that never seemed to shut up lately had him regretting the idea.  But it was too late and he had another whiskey sour in his hand, oblivious, to the fact that the person he’d come here to forget about was even in the building.  Or how long he’d been watching.  

“Blaine Anderson and Kurt Hummel,” the bartender yelled with an echo of cheers and howling.

Blaine’s mouth was hanging open when he jerked his head in the direction of the bartender who was already pouring someone else another drink.  Hazel eyes were practically screamingyou’ve got to be kidding me!  But the pale hand gripping the side of his arm and tugging his attention to the face close enough to his that now once he was tuned in, he could feel the warm caress of Kurt’s breath on his cheek said otherwise.  “Kurt?  How?  I didn’t see you..”

“This is such a bad idea,” he mumbled as the door closed and the music faded to a muffled thud, thud, thud.  All he could see was the outline of Kurt’s beautiful features and those bright, bright blue green eyes.  Thud, thud, thud.  No, that wasn’t the music.  That was his heart hammering against his chest.  Time stopped.  He had no idea what happened in the next few seconds. What Kurt said or did or, hell, could’ve been fate doing him a favor by shifting Kurt’s magnetic poles back into alignment with his like they’d always been before..  Whatever it was?  Blaine didn’t care.

Because the moment his shaking fingers were made steady by pressing themselves against the curve of Kurt’s collarbone would’ve been worth the potential disaster coming when he ignored every alarm, every flashback of nights spent in tears.  How he didn’t know if he could do it again. That every time he told himself he’d be more guarded, one look from Kurt and the walls came tumbling down.  Just like now.  When their mouths met with the softness of an Hello, I’ve missed you they’d ached for but were only given a taste of outside Rachel’s.  Hello, I’ve missed you, too. Come closer..  His heels lifted off the floor and he pulled Kurt downwards, tilted his head, breathed him in and parted their lips with a sigh.  So much for shielding against the inevitable.

kurt.

( mssg » blaine | sent ) I thought we were going to make it.
( mssg » blaine | sent ) How is having sex with somebody else showing me I mattered? Was that supposed to make me feel special? 
( mssg » blaine | sent ) Not like it matters, but for transparency’s sake, Sebastian has made everything abundantly clear. I shouldn’t be surprised given everything, but it doesn’t hurt any less. Glad to know he’s finally having his shot at redemption.
( mssg » blaine | sent ) Are you really asking me that question?
( mssg » blaine | sent ) That’s exactly how I felt when you told me. I was standing right there. I didn’t want to be real anymore because nothing made sense. So no, literally erased, no. To feel erased? To feel like everything that’s ever mattered doesn’t any longer? To feel like this special life we’d been building boiled down to nothing because it wasn’t enough for you? Because you needed more? That wasn’t me? 
( mssg » blaine | sent ) What would you have to feel to consider erasing someone, Blaine? How many pieces would your heart have to be in to so much as consider it? I didn’t want to wake up. But I still did.
( mssg » blaine | sent ) I don’t even know what I should or shouldn’t be saying to you because I’m so afraid you’re going to try that again. 
( mssg » blaine | sent ) I didn’t even know until weeks later. 
( mssg » blaine | sent ) Promise me you aren’t going to try that ever again. 
( mssg » blaine | sent ) Are you okay?

( mssg » kurt | sent ) I did, too.
( mssg » kurt | sent ) No.  I didn’t mean what I said like that.  I’m sorry.  I regret every second.  I wish I could take it back.  I would.  I can’t but I’d give anything for the chance to.  Anything. 
( mssg » kurt | sent ) I did a very stupid thing.  Beyond stupid and there isn’t a day that I don’t regret it.  Even after this.  It’s the first thing on my mind when I wake up and the last thing before I go to bed.  
( mssg » kurt | sent ) I didn’t need more.  I just needed you and I thought I didn’t have you anymore and that was all me.  Everything was my fault.  I did that.  Thought the worst and then managed to do even worse.  I ruined everything.  I’ll tell Sebastian to stop whatever he is doing.
( mssg » kurt | sent ) I wouldn’t erase anyone.  It’s not an option.  It wouldn’t have been one before this and knowing what it feels like?  I wouldn’t do that to anyone.  I couldn’t.  It doesn’t make me better or worse than anyone who does. 
( mssg » kurt | sent ) Don’t mean to come off that way if I did.  I just don’t think I could lose a part of myself for any reason.  Nothing could hurt more than this..and I still couldn’t do it.
( mssg » kurt | sent ) You can say anything you want.  Would rather you get it out than hold it in.

( mssg » kurt | sent ) I won’t..
( mssg » kurt | sent ) No.  I’m not.  But that’s for me to deal with.

Send “%” for a CURIOUS text.

texting meme.

( mssg » kurt | sent ) I’m not accusing you of anything.. I promise!
( mssg » kurt | sent ) But this is the second Dalton hoodie that’s come up missing.
( mssg » kurt | sent ) Vanished right out of thin air!
( mssg » kurt | sent ) Weirdly enough?  My cologne was in the wrong spot too.
( mssg » kurt | sent ) A little birdie MIGHT have given me a clue. Can’t say who!
( mssg » kurt | sent ) Any idea what might have gone on??  Any at all?

♘ [Our muses cuddling in a blanket fort]

random fluff starters! @porcelain-escort

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     Blaine grinned as he rolled over onto his stomach bringing the tail
end on the strand of LED lights that touched the floor along with him.
One hand rested itself on Kurt’s chest as he laid half on top of him.  A
careful placement of the lights across the top of Kurt’s forehead and
Blaine looked proud as proud could be. “There.  Perfect. Your very
own crown.  Looks good on you,”  he let a carefree giggle shake him
against Kurt’s side and gave the pouting man’s nose a quick peck.

They meant to get out of town for the weekend and visit home.  The
weather thought differently when a snowstorm hit that delayed flights
out for an entire night. At least they weren’t like the tourists who were
stuck scrambling to find a hotel room or sleep at the airport and had
their own apartment to go home to.  Good thing too.  Burt phoned as
soon as they walked in and asked them to reschedule.  He was worried
for them to risk flying out even when the coast was clear. What if they
got stuck in Lima?  Kurt would be climbing the walls in less than a day.

Making due out of time off and to cheer up his disappointed fiance’?
Seemed easy at the suggestion of a blanket fort!  

“Tell me again how
childish this idea is?  I think you’re enjoying it more than me and I was
the one who came up with the silly notion to grab every blanket we own
and turn it into our weekend getaway.” Blaine’s nose scrunched up in a
playful smirk.  “Cause I’m thinking this was a brilliant idea.  Yes?  No?”