// Can you please stop being so freaking..UGH! Adorable! Sweet! Just a freaking cute bean that I want to hug the hell out of? Cause..you’re just too perfect for words, okay? The feeling is a billion times mutual and ilysm!!! Not enough heart eyes in the world for you!
Send me a ♠ for me to describe a favorite rp I’ve been in.
Eep! My favorite roleplay wasn’t on tumblr. It was one that I helped run with three other people on invisionfree that eventually moved to jcink. We did a cross fandom roleplay based off True Blood, Supernatural, TVD, Buffy and Being Human (UK). The plotline was they were fit into a universe that had the True Blood aspects of vampires being out in public but we worked in the major plots from all the other shows as well including centering the Hellmouth directly under New York City. There was a lot more to it than that, ofc. However! It was one of my absolute favorites and lasted for over three years. I think almost four??
Send me a ♦ for me to describe a plot that I’ve been wanting to do.
I’d love to do more in my Piano Man verse. Where Blaine is down on his luck, late twenties to early/mid thirties, and kinda let himself go into a funk of not really believing he can do the things he originally came to NYC to do. His friends were kind of cut off, he drops them calls and checks in rarely to say hi and let them know he’s okay. He plays at a piano bar I got some inspiration from various ones I’ve frequented through the years. The shop owner is a fully fleshed out NPC who acts kinda like a father figure and knows Blaine belongs somewhere else. But he pays him okay and the tips are enough to afford a small apartment nearby and he tells himself he’s content but really isn’t. Just playing some older Blaine plots in general would be fun. We could do anything in it and I have a ton of ideas. Like millions.
Special Shout Out To: Crack!Serial Killer plots. Cause I’ve been wanting them for a year (horror writer here) and I’ve yet to actually be able to write them!
Send me a ☾ for me to talk about a fandom that I’d like to rp in but haven’t.
On the topic of things I’d like to write! Oh boy! The Shameless fandom as a canon character would be at the top of my list. I’d love to try my hand at Lip Gallagher or my trash of a trainwreck son Jimmy Steve. That’s another character I made a blog for that I just don’t have the time to fully commit to yet. Here is to hoping 2018 lets me keep steady on Blaine and maybe try my hand at at least one of my choices! Until then, I have my Shameless verse. It’s way too underplayed for me and I’d like to meet more people from there! Ians, Lips, anyone!!
Send me a ♡ for me to describe a character that I haven’t had a chance to rp but would like to.
Eep! I’ve been wanting to play a movie based Eggsy from Kingsman and The Secret Service and The Golden Circle so bad. I made the blog and everything. But I am a person who won’t start another character unless I’m sure I can keep up with the one that is most important to me (Blainers here!) and give the people I’m already writing with the attention they deserve. Considering I’ve been hit and miss with activity because of life lately? I won’t be taking any second characters any time soon! Luckily, my world is calming down a little. So! Who knows?? Maybe someday.
Special shout out to Fox Mulder, too. Cause I miss playing him so bad. He’d be my second pick even though I already played him. I’d love to do it again.
✘ Any unpopular opinions about your muse?
I’m going to go with a lot of the things I see on tumblr for an answer. One of the opinions I dislike most is that Blaine was, somehow, some sort of victim when it came to Kurt. Or vice versa. These characters were legit kids when they got together. They made mistakes. They hurt each other. They feel deep remorse about it and have done their best to be better people. Both breakups were awful. But I think it took them losing one another to find themselves (especially the second one) and reconnect in a healthier, more loving and grown up way.
Without Kurt–Blaine wouldn’t have been the person he turned out to be. Without Blaine–Kurt wouldn’t have been the person he became. They built each other up. They were there for one another. In the end, the bad they did were the mistakes of youth and poor decisions. I’ve made them growing up. I’ve had them made against me too. Was I cruel? No. I was being stupid and I grew. We all do. Was I a victim? No. Because I didn’t let myself be one and I grew because of them too. Anywhoooo! That’s one of my most unpopular/popular ones depending on what side of the Klaine fence you’re on. 😛
lyric starters: bruno mars
Words fell silent. Blaine didn’t know what he could say back to remotely explain how he felt right here, in Kurt’s arms at last. The days leading up to this very moment were a blur. From picking up Kurt at the airport to the events that escalated into them pretty much committing sacrilege in the middle of the day inside a Prius parked in a church parking lot. It felt like just this once..for the first time in months..the home he’d been standing outside begging to return to had opened up it’s doors and let him in.
I love you was on the tip of his tongue. Thank you for giving me a reason to came in the caress up Kurt’s back trailed with trembling fingers that dropped to his waist so he could lean in. Spice and sweet. The scent of shampoo and the skin he’d never forget the flavor of right underneath his nose greeted him with a heart lightening hope that maybe this time he could stay. Rachel and Finn couldn’t have picked a better song. The tip of his nose ran along the long, pale slope of Kurt’s throat until he’d tucked himself in against it.
Tonight. All he needed was tonight to prove to Kurt they could make it. That he could trust him with one more chance.
“Please,” he breathed and let the way his lips grazed the skin above Kurt’s collar say the rest.
// It’s not munday but I’ll answer this while I pause writing and cook dinner!
7. Things that you will not tolerate?
Hurting my friends for the characters they write. Betraying anyone I love’s and my trust. Character shaming, drama in general. Intolerance. The general rule is just be considerate of others that are following you/writing with the people you write with. Chances are they’re seeing what you’re writing and no one should be made to feel like that. Treat people like you want to be treated and we’ll always be kosher.
15. What is your biggest pet peeve?
Not reading rules pages. They’re there to make the RP experience positive for you and the other writer. I get that some can be long but skimming through to get the gist of what you’re getting into is all you really need to do. It helps people get off on a good foot with each other.
16. How much does it take for you to get angry/upset? How long does it usually last?
Depends on the situation. I’m usually really laid back. There are just a few things that really get to me. It, also, depends on what I’m mad about. 9.9/10, I’m over things pretty fast. Others? I stay mad, I just separate myself from the person and move on.
19. What’s the worst thing that has happened to you in the rping community (Within an ooc situation)?
I mentioned one previously but the second runner up happened with someone who I began to develop a close friendship with offline. She was struggling to make ends meet, in a bad situation and I helped her out. Not just with support but helped her keep her internet on, helped her with things she needed. Right after the wallet closed up? She was gone. Not to mention, she was a pretty toxic person I kept making excuses for and hanging onto. I learned a lot from that. My bad.
Let’s get some NaCl-y!
Salty me under the cut!!
What’s the worst role playing experience you’ve had?
The Anne Rice tumblr fandom mostly. From crazy weirdo stalkers threatening to hurt my wife (still waiting for that creepo to come at me, bro) to backstabbing to seeing someone being told to kill themselves and belittled repeatedly and then some. The fandom that brought me to my wife (not on tumblr, though) ended up being the grossest I’ve ever seen. Sad because I love Anne and miss some of my AR muses but it’s just kinda awful.
What would cause you to leave a fandom?
See the above. That’s why I left. I am, usually, a die hard in a fandom and it takes a lot for me to leave. That ickiness piled up over a year and then it was time to go.
Why did you leave your last fandom?
With all that awfulness, I couldn’t be there anymore without wanting to stoop to their level and I just stopped enjoying myself seeing what was going on. RP became something I cringed at because of what I saw on my dash.
What are some things you are tired of seeing in the RPing community?
My number one can be discussed on discord/here because it’s mostly dealing with me and I don’t want to make anyone feel bad. LOL! But a VERY close second? Icons with PSDs that make me unable to make out what the hell is in the photo ppl. Chill with the greyscaled, blood red gamma’d, comic book, polarized by 10k% is that a dog with bunny ears or a guy smiling with a knife icons. Ily but damn.
Have you ever had to block someone or cut off contact with them?
Besides the creepo lady that made the lives of many of my friends hell? I’ve blocked a few other people. Mostly because of stealing or because they were just not nice people or broke my rules. It takes a lot for me to block someone.
✎ What do you wish the author would reveal/had revealed about your muse?
// I really wish they would have put a Filipino actor on the screen as Blaine’s Dad. So half the fandom (and maybe RIB) wouldn’t be able to just ‘forget’ all the Eurasian talk that circled around Blaine in bits and pieces. Or dropped a hint that one of his grandparents was Filipino. Cooper totally could have been a half brother, adopted or whatever. So many opportunities for some great storylines based off that. At least I got them in my brain!
♤ Has your muse developed to be different from their canon selves through roleplay?
// I think Blaine has developed deeper in most aspects of his canon self but I like to keep him with the same roots. If that makes sense? It’s really important to me to capture my interpretation of canon!Blaine as much as possible. I love digging deeper into the reasons why he’s done some of the things he has. He’s vastly different from Season 2 to Season 6, yet full circle and not at the same time. I like to think the deeper I get into that brain of his, the more my gut tells me about what was going on for him to develop the way he did.
I do have AUs and stories past the series finale that get into different ways to write him and I’ve been seeing new things. So! I can’t wait to learn what comes of those and how he grows with new elements in his life. From supernatural to AHS and beyond verses. So many new things to try! I’m excited to see how he ends up! I have wonderful partners that are forever showing me new things about Blaine as we roleplay. I’m kinda blessed like that!
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