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( mssg » rachel barry | sent ) So what am I supposed to say to him?  Hello!  I know you’re probably not into guys.  Or maybe you are.  Or maybe you’re trying to figure out if its your thing or not and that’s great because I get it..
( mssg » rachel barry | sent ) But I really liked kissing you.  Next time when we’re alone?  I really want do it again. 

Only this time?  I don’t want to stop?
( mssg » rachel barry | sent ) Because a dream I had that you and I were having sex against my kitchen counter still feels so real I’m having aftershocks and I didn’t even have real sex?
( mssg » rachel barry | sent ) Yeah!  Right!  I’m not a predator!  Or a pervert weirdo! That is for you to know and him to never find out!

i won’t if you promise not to.

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                           ‘ARE you?? ‘ Sebastian spilled the question before he could contain himself. His knuckles whitening as he squeezed his fingers in reaction to his spurt. He swallowed at Blaine’s stuttering. His pulse raising at the thought that maybe, just MAYBE- He never understood Blaine’s thing with Kurt. The minute their eyes met he’d just known Blaine was different. When they talked it was as though everything was falling into PLACE. Fitting. His jaw popped as Blaine spoke again, his lips twisting as he pressed them down. ‘Tell me you didn’t feel it.’ He reached out, impulsively grabbing Blaine’s wrist, their pulses seeming to beat on the same rapid pace to him, as his thumb pressed against it, longingly. ‘Tell me you don’t feel it. I KNOW what I did-’ He gritted his teeth ‘I know you might never forgive me for that, but I can’t- I don’t want to just quit this. I’m not WILLING to just fade back and let you forget all about me. I’m not going to.’ 

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      ‘Are you??’ and Blaine’s chin tucked down–eyes round, mouth open as if he were about to say something but fell mute. Speechless, dizzy and falling short for words?  It’s not the reaction he thought he’d have if that question ever came his way.  He should be screaming yes, his heart aches to.  Just throw the word out and let Sebastian have it because everything about that question should be ‘YES! Who are you to question it?’ but it’s not and it makes his mouth run dry.  It was a desert by the time Sebastian’s hand was on his wrist–a touch that exploded like fireworks in his veins and twisted his stomach because it shouldn’t.  Staring down Sebastian’s hand, dark eyebrows wrinkled as he watched his fingers twitch towards the warmth that was just out of reach.  “I already forgave you, Sebastian,” a deep sigh followed as he sharply looked up. “Fade?  You’re not fading and I could never forget you. What if I did feel everything you did?”  His shoulders hitched, his breath drawn quick. “What if I say yes but our timing is so off?  Or that the last thing I want you to do is to let go of me because I don’t want to walk away knowing I hurt you? How confused it makes me?  Because I want–,” lips pressed into a thin line and he couldn’t keep looking into his eyes.  Two brands of guilt turned his attention towards the ground.  “–What I shouldn’t and I know my time having your patience is running out.  Sooner or later..you’re going to forget about me and it’ll be my fault.”

rachel.

                  glancing at him out of the corner of her eye, rachel noticed the big dumb grin blaine wore whenever he wanted something. && she was not immune to it. she shook her head at him && stood up from her seat, keeping her back toward him as he spoke more. the truth was that she didn’t want sebastian there because of a brief fling they had in high school—- a very brief && secret fling— that she wanted nobody to know about ;; hence the reason she never mentioned it to blaine. 

                    but his smile, && the points he was making && the gaze that was practically burning through her despite her back being turned cracked her. she sighed again, && faced him.

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   fine, blaine. two weeks. fourteen days. if he hasn’t toned it down— he’s out.       

Blaine was clueless on the real reason why Rachel didn’t want Sebastian to stay.  There were plenty of obvious ones that he could list at the drop of a hat. But they all dated back to years ago and they’d all grown up since then.  Truth was?  He needed her to say yes.  If she didn’t?  The situation he was going to be left with wasn’t one he was sure he’d know what to do in.  Pick between his boyfriend or the girl who had been there through a hell of a lot of bad times and helped him?  Yeah, not the best situation.  Not at all.

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“He’s not the guy you are used to.  Yeah, it might not seem like that now but–” Wait?!  She just agreed?  “R-Really?  You’re serious?”  A flood of relief had him deflating as he burst into motion and rushed over to wrap his arms around her shoulders tight.  “Thank you!  Two weeks and I’ll tell him to be on his best behavior.”  Would Sebastian listen?  Probably not.  No.  He better.  Eh?  Just in case?  Blaine was already trying to figure out what damage control techniques he was, no doubt, going to have to use–repeatedly.

Bleff || 1×1 ||

jeff.

Jeff smiled at the way the boy tripped over his words. Jeff turned towards his dresser and grabbed boxers and slipped them on tossing the towel on his bed and pulling out a pair of jeans and calling out once they were on his body “You can turn around now Blaine.” He paused a moment before adding “I’m Jeffery Sterling, most people call me Jeff or Jeffy or hey you blonde” He laughed at the last one remembering when David couldn’t remember his name so he just shouted across the quad and Jeff instantly had turned around. 

Pulling out a shirt from one of the drawers of his dresser he turned around to face the new kid and smiled “A few of us are going to con one of the seniors into go getting pizza with us you should come with give you a chance to meet some students and relax a bit new school, new people gotta be overwhelming for you” He offered to the kid his eyes taking in the boys whole appearance and he wondered why the boy was transferring now and what his story was.

Blaine stayed put–facing the opposite direction so steadily that his stare could have easily bored a hole through the door if it got any more focused on the knots in the polished texture.  This was so awkward?  Wasn’t it?  Or was that just him?  Jeffery telling him he could turn around took a couple seconds to sink in. “Oh. Sure. Thanks,” Blaine pivoted back and smiled.  One that turned slightly embarrassed as he suddenly remembered the still fading black and blue mark underneath his eye when their eyes met for the first time that didn’t end in an about face half a second later. Did he look like some deviant put here by rich parents who didn’t want him to end up in juvenile detention?  God he hoped not.

“It’s nice to meet you, Jeff.”  Making sure not to watch him too long seeing as how he was shirtless–Blaine found a spot just past him to watch instead as he got dressed.  Pizza?  He was inviting him out for pizza?  He blinked–shooting a glance back at the blonde. “That?  That’d be great!”  His heart leapt at the idea and he might’ve answered a little overly eager but he didn’t particularly notice.  “Overwhelming is a good word for it but I’m really glad to be here.  This school is beautiful from what I’ve seen and I’ve heard nothing but amazing things. Everyone’s been so nice..including you so.. Sorry,” he cringed, “didn’t mean to start gushing..”

ACCIDENTAL AFFECTION

send me ❥ for your muse to cuddle up next to mine while asleep on the couch @devilinarcddress

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Finals were starting to feel like an endless hole of stress that Blaine wasn’t sure he was ever going to crawl out of.  Books and notes and more notes were strewn across the coffee table. Empty paper coffee cups and several mugs that kept being replaced because he forgot to take his with him into the kitchen were mixed into the mess.  Evidence that he was either trying to solve the crime of the century or–at least pass Composition/Music Theory without becoming a nervous wreck.  Words on the book he held close to his nose after losing the battle and stretching out on the couch began to blur.  The book hit the floor and Blaine Anderson was down for the count.

He barely registered a body snuggling up until he had his legs twisted into Santana’s to pull her close. One arm slid underneath a slender waist while the other wrapped around the top to keep her there.  Blaine even hummed quietly against her hair after burying his face into the cool, dark strands that tickled his nose.  They stayed like that for who knew how long–Blaine not budging an inch until another tug and wiggle pressed his cheek to the curve of her shoulder.  Lashes fluttered, slits of tired hazel peeked up and up went the eyebrows at the unexpectedness of it all.  Reaching up–he tucked a lock of hair dangerously close to her eye behind her ear and melted back down letting his eyes close because why not?  She was warm and soft and this was beyond comfortable.  “Hi,” a scratchy whisper, “You’re way too comfortable..not letting you move.  Too late. You’re stuck..”  His chest heaved in a content sigh and it was back to half-asleep with most of his weight now pressed against her side.  Right where it felt the most comfy.

puck.

Puck nodded his head and quickly ran over to his truck. Fumbling for his keys, he unlocked the passenger side door and grabbed two water bottles. He had some Advil at his place, which would help Sam with the massive hangover he’d have the next day. Before going back over to his two friends, he locked his truck.

“A-alright, I got two water bottles,” he said, taking a moment to catch his breath once he had ran back over to Blaine and Sam. “One for pukey over there and one for you, Blaine. Have you even had any water tonight?” As irresponsible as Puck appeared to be, he could take care of others if he needed to. He handed one of the bottles to Blaine before opening the other one. “I guess I’ll risk getting thrown up on,” he said with a sigh as he walked closer to Sam. “Okay, bud, I need ya to work with me. I can’t do this by myself,” he told the blond teenager. Bringing the water bottle close to Sam’s lips, he silently cursed when Sam almost fell over. “Sam, open your damn mouth so you can drink some of this water and we can get you inside. I promise you’ll feel better in the morning.” Okay, so maybe Sam wasn’t going to be feeling better in the morning, but that was a lie he could live with. Once again, he brought the water bottle to Sam’s lips. A small grin appeared on his face when Sam slightly opened his mouth. The other teen had opened it just enough so that Puck could pour a little bit of water into his mouth. “Well, I guess I’ll be doing this for awhile,” he said, looking over at Blaine. “Sam definitely owes us. Big time.”

“Thanks. I owe you for this,” Blaine shook the water bottle and shrugged thinking back to whether he drank any water for the night or not.  “I think there’s water inside vodka isn’t there?  I mean..ice is water.  So that’s a pretty close second.”  Go figure on that rationale.  Both palms went up, long fingers pinching the water bottle to keep it from falling as Puck took charge of either drowning Sam or getting him to drink.  Blaine stepped back, staggering to a halt against a shrub/bush/whatever that shouldn’t have stopped him. Lucky him?  It did.  Like Blaine was dumb enough to argue that it should be him that takes Puck’s place on the whole standing in front of a potential volcano of gross?  No way in hell was he going to do that.  Nope.  Nope.  Not even close to being not-drunk enough to volunteer for that job.  Probably wouldn’t even if he was sober and someone else was going in for the chance but he wasn’t going to focus on that point.  If they were all a lot closer?  Maybe?  He’d helped Nick a time or two when one of the Warblers regretted their life choices.  But Sam?  He was a great guy.

They were all great guys.  Just–hey–they all knew each other much longer than he knew them. By all means–Puck was more than welcome to take this job on.  Should they all come to a party at Dalton and one of his friends was reaching scary levels of mumbling under his breath while turning ten different shades of pale green?  It’d be his turn.  Fair and square.  Once Sam was steady and well hydrated–Blaine carefully departed from his new shrub friend and hooked one arm around Sam’s waist again.  Just a shoulder into his side before he was steady. No big deal? The blonde laughed for reasons unknown.  “We should get him inside while he’s manageable. He sure does owe us,” he held up a finger correcting himself, “More you than me since you’re the risk taker who fed him water.  Shall we?”  Then used the same finger to point at the apartment complex.  Wiggle, wiggle.

quinn.

                And finally, he was rewarded with a tight sound releasing from her lips. A laugh? Was it mocking? Quinn couldn’t tell anymore. Everything she did now had some form of disparagement in it, and often it made it difficult to tell whether she was joking or not. CONSEQUENCES were no longer at the top of her list of concerns, not to say that they had been at the top in the first place. They came sixth after becoming prom royalty, her reputation, the cheerios, whatever was left of her family, and now the skanks. Formerly holding the fifth place title had been the New Directions.

❝ While there might not be anything here yet, if you stick around, Sheila’s going to have a HELL of a good time trying to see if hair gel makes fires light up faster,

❞ she smirked, eye-balling Blaine’s hair and the copious amount of hair product that covered his head. He had GUTS, she had to commend him for that. Even though the gang had disappeared off-campus for an hour or two ( probably all day, who were they kidding? ), Quinn couldn’t think of one person who would actively choose to come up to her when she was in this…state, and ask her to grab something to eat with them? 

                                                ❝ Come on, hair gel. Let’s not loiter.

“Remind me to have you point out exactly who Sheila is?  So I know who to avoid.  I sort of like my hair on my head.  Not used as kindling,” a broad, entertained grin tugged at the edges of his lips as he watched her eyeball his hair.  She was clicking away on what to judge him by and he’d let her if that’s what made her comfortable.  But he wasn’t going anywhere.  Or giving up. He knew that Kurt had no clue what to say to her at this point and he wasn’t alone in that department.  Not many of the New Directions kids did as far as Blaine could tell.  Could be that he didn’t either but giving her time away from a bunch of rebels without a clue?  No harm could come of that, yeah?  So?  He’d try whatever he could think of by the seat of his pants and if it worked and they connected?  Great.  If not?  She had lunch that wasn’t just cigarettes.

Jerking into motion with a quick nod–Blaine nodded and started in the direction of the student parking lot.  “We can take my car there.  Faster and we can be back sooner.  Unless you’d rather walk?  I’m fine with either one. As long as there’s coffee at the end of the road?  I’m good.”  First they’d get on the way and then they could talk.  

Kinda Fun

kurt.

“You don’t even know what I would do.”  Kurt mused, a grin pulling at his lips.  He couldn’t help but be amused at once again not being the one hung over.  “Here,”  He set the aspirin in Blaine’s palm and waited for him to realize he might need to sit up to get any water to go along with them.  

In all honesty, he isn’t entirely sure how he feels about being around Blaine again.  It will probably be easier when they’re both up and about.  For now he’s not sure how this is going to go.  It felt similar to last time, but calmer.  It helped that he could see how different Blaine was feeling compared to before when he was radiating a mess.  Other than that though…  It wasn’t quite like he remembered.  No parents to worry about or dramatic friends, Kurt didn’t even quite look like he used to, and sympathy was harder to access despite having more knowledge of hangovers now.  Between one or two nights as a human with Oliver, and again once he was functioning more normally again, Kurt has removed his title of designated driver.  On the bright side, the sped healing made it much harder to get drunk and removed most all potential hangover; his body would be healed by the time morning rolled around.  And yet, Kurt still wasn’t much for regularly drinking.  Regardless, the point was that he couldn’t bring himself to feel any different than he did at the moment- detached in a way, like this wont last or isn’t really real yet.  So as he glanced around the room once more, he was just trying to notice any changes made.

“I don’t wanna know what you’d do if that was your opening act,” he groaned.  Blaine clutched the pills like they were a rope tossed to a drowning man but so far?  Made no inclination that he was willing to move from his hiding spot.  Kurt came to him.  Whiled tucked away underneath the pillow–hangover or not–he stole those precious few moments to digest the idea now that he was more awake.  Kurt was here.  Of his own free will.  No doubt to check up on him after that horrid string of texts that Blaine drunkenly sent but wasn’t so wasted at that point that he was given the gift of forgetting.  This means something.  Doesn’t it?  Was it some masochistic streak that he couldn’t shake that had his heart leaping in his chest when he allowed himself to answer that question with a ‘yes’?  Maybe.  But he couldn’t help himself from feeling so anyway.

His room was pretty much the same.  A little in disarray from the string of clothes that ran from the door to his bed.  A tie tossed at the beginning, a cardigan followed and socks, shoes, belt being the last pieces of clothing at the foot of his bed.  He slept in the rest.  There were other small changes dotted about.  Dalton books scattered on his desk.  His blazer hung on the back of his chair with a tie folded neatly on top of the lapel.  There was one thing that remained unchanging, unmoving in spite of his parents efforts to get him to put them away after a month or two because he ‘deserved to give himself a break’.  Every photo of the two of them together that they’d either picked out matching frames for.  Or his favorite ones of Kurt he’d framed himself?  Those were precisely where he’d placed them.  His dresser, the desk, his bed stand. Refusing to let them out of his sight–they remained.  Finally, the bed creaked underneath his shifting weight as he slowly sat up and let the pillow fall away.  Tired, squinted eyes glanced up at Kurt as he shoved the pills in his mouth and held them with his tongue.  “Water, please?”

Bleff || 1×1 ||

jeff.

Jeff had spent the quick minutes washing his body with the axe body wash and heard a noise and heard words. Sticking his head out the shower door he called out “GEESH NICKY ALRIGHT ALRIGHT I’M ALMOST DONE” he called out and quickly rinsed himself off before pouring some shampoo in his hair and scrubbed before turning around and letting it rinse out making sure all of it was out of his hair. Making sure everything was squeaky clean he shut off the shower and opened the door once more reaching out for the towel and wrapping it around his waist and calling out again “Nicky, go get Trent. I have an idea instead of going to the hall we should go to that pizza place we can bribe one of the seniors into going with so we can use their car” He called out again to Nicky who had come in while he was in the shower 

He had opened the door and looked up to see someone who was definitely not Nicky. “Who-Who are you and where is Nicky?” he asked looking around and then tilting his head at the new person and the boxes that were on the free bed in the room and the moment sunk in. “You’re new?”

Alright. Obviously this guy didn’t hear his panicked screaming.  Because less than a minute later the door swung open and Blaine was face-to-face with the pale haired boy he guessed was his new roommate.  The guy he’d be spending the rest of their school years living with and what a way to meet!  “I–Blaine. I’m Blaine Anderson,” he took a few backwards steps while rubbing his neck unable to hide the embarrassed cringe that tugged at the corners of his mouth and scrunched his nose.  “Definitely new as of a couple hours ago?  Definitely–also–embarrassed that we’re meeting under these,” his chin flinched towards the bathroom behind Jeff, “circumstances.  I should let you get dressed.  I’m going to be..”  A thumb jutted out and shot over his shoulder. “Somewhere over there pretending that I get a do over?”

Blowing out a breath through puckered lips as he about faced and walked back towards the center of the room–hazel eyes rolled towards the ceiling.  Keeping his back facing Jeff–Blaine propped his hands on his hips and stared at the polished reflection of his shoes as he rocked on his heels.  “I’m sorry. I didn’t get your name.  I forgot to ask. Hope you can forgive my lack of manners considering I just saw you mostly naked?  Sort of shocked them right out of me.” –I’m such an idiot.  Great first impression.  Way to go, Blaine!–

Bleff || 1×1 ||

jeff.

Jeff had been sweaty and probably stunk to high heavens as he moved out of the warbler practice room it had been another intense day of practice the counsel was happily trying to get the group prepped for their sectional in a few weeks. He had waved to a few friends calling out to them “Give me a few moments, Nicky, Trent,  let me take a shower and I’ll meet you guys down for dinner” He called out shutting the door to his dorm. He was one of the few lucky guys to get a room to himself he stripped his clothes tossing them into the hamper and grabbed his towel that was hanging off his computer chair and headed into the bathroom. Dalton was an all boys prep school which was both a blessing and a curse for most in attendance, sure the bisexual and gay students had an abundance of choices, where the straight boys sometimes felt awkward. Jeff himself considered himself lucky, he was able to focus on his school work and enjoyed his rare moments lurking at many of the boys that roamed the halls of the prep academy. Setting his towel down he reached into the shower and turned it on til it was the right temperature before stepping under the spray and letting the hot water melt his muscles before beginning to wash the dancing and singing stench of being a Warbler off his body. 

“Thank you, sir.  My parents are really excited for me to be here but not as excited as I am.  I appreciate your hospitality but I really can carry the rest into the room by myself.  I’m not as bad off as my mother and brother made it sound.  None of it hurts.  It’s been weeks not days,” Blaine held the box he carried close to his chest and stopped outside the door that the teacher who was put in charge of giving him a tour and showing him his dorm motioned at.  He barely let it show that a small jab of pain ran from the almost healed scab at the very left corner of his eye when he gave the man a thankful smile.  Honestly, he didn’t want to be a bother anymore and he figured the teacher had other things to do than being his personal mover.  They’d gotten his things this far, the rest would come later after his father dropped them off, and he could handle the rest on his own.  After nodding to the instructions to call Mister Matthews should he need anything else–Blaine was left on his own.  Crooking a knee against the doorframe to support the box, he fished the key out of his pocket and unlocked the door.

Blaine was backing up into the room pulling the other boxes along for the ride when he noticed the shower going. “Oh no..”  Frozen in place–he looked over his shoulder at the bathroom door and rushed over to pull it closed with a loud thud to prevent anything super-awkward happening. Shouting through the door, Blaine hurried to make sure the poor guy inside wasn’t scared out of his mind by a random person showing up when he was naked. “I-UM!  My name’s Blaine!  I’m not–I was put in this room five minutes ago!  Please don’t freak out!”