texting meme.

( mssg » kurt | sent ) The things you can say when you don’t plan on saying them at all. 
( mssg » kurt | sent )

I know I’m going to end up deleting this and never sending it but I had to get this out of my system somehow.
( mssg » kurt | sent ) Not even sure this is your number anymore.  Not that it matters since I’m typing this out just to say things I can’t say to you.
( mssg » kurt | sent ) I miss you, Kurt.
( mssg » kurt | sent ) It’s been so long and I still miss you.
( mssg » kurt | sent ) Guess that says a lot about some of the people in your life just never being meant to go away.  Even if you think they are at the time.  If they keep popping up in your head and that sinking feeling creeps in?  Then what’s that say?
( mssg » kurt | sent ) Either way.  I never forgot you.  I don’t think I ever could.
( mssg » kurt | sent ) I hope you’re taking care of yourself.  Please don’t ever feel lonely.  Because even though I’m not there?  I guess you never really are alone.

( a very brief pause.. )

( mssg » kurt | sent ) I think I just made a big mistake.