( mssg » blaine | sent ) So you were going to just keep it quiet and tell me when the time ‘was right’ or what? Were you just going to not tell me or something? Do you think that would have been a better idea? ( mssg » blaine | sent ) Maybe. We can MAYBE talk. But start off with why. Not why you did it for now, but why you thought it’d be okay to hide it?
( mssg » dave | sent ) I was planning on telling you. I kept starting out the day telling myself that I’d do it. That today was the day. Then we would have such a good one that I didn’t want to ruin it. ( mssg » dave | sent )
The problem is? All of our days are good days. Eventually my excuse just.. I got petrified that I’d lose you and lost my nerve instead. ( mssg » dave | sent ) I don’t know why I thought hiding it was okay. I know it’s not. ( mssg » dave | sent )
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