@notacrabbastian said: “ i got you. it’s gonna be okay, you’re going to be okay.”

hurt meme. aka bring on the pain

Why did he come here?  Going home would’ve been smarter.  Drive directly from the airport, to his house, lock himself away and let all of this out.  That was the plan anyway.  He was halfway there when he passed Sebastian’s house and through blurry eyes saw that his bedroom light was on.  How far out of it do you have to be when you could half swear that the car decided to turn down his driveway on it’s own and you don’t realize that you’re knocking on someone’s door until they have you by the shoulders and are dragging you into the house?  ‘I got you.  It’s gonna be okay, you’re gonna be okay,’ Sebastian’s voice came in an echo and Blaine only shook his head following without a fight to wherever he was lead.

Deflating onto the edge of the sofa–or was it a bed?–in a heap of limbs that didn’t want to work anymore–Blaine tried to turtle himself behind his arms and hands until he felt a gentle touch guiding one wrist down and a slender arm wrapping around his shoulders.  As if that touch was the last thing to break him–the tears he held in became unstoppable.  He was partially wrapped around Sebastian with his forehead touching a pale collarbone peeking out from the neck of Sebastian’s shirt by the time he could manage to mutter, “I told him–and it’s over. It’s done–. Sebastian?  What did I do to him?”