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He wouldn’t dare say no to Blaine now, even if he wanted to.  Nodding slowly and swallowing dryly, Kurt moved closer to Blaine and took his hand. Laying with Blaine felt different.  His own mind felt completely different sometimes. Kurt wondered if either of them would sleep at all.  Regardless he wrapped his arms around Blaine and held him close.

Breathing past the lump in his throat made it burn like fire, his broken whisper barely had a voice but if he left?  There might not be another time where Kurt would come back.  He had to try to stop him.  Should he fail?  This was the last time.  

Blaine was sure he wouldn’t let him walk back in. –Keep lying to yourself, Blaine.  Maybe you might believe it.– “Stay tonight,” he held Kurt’s hand like it was his lifeline watching him closely as he laid down.  After Kurt pulled him in, Blaine held him tight fitting the bridge of his nose along his throat and inhaled deep.  Home. This was home.  His safe favorite place.  He couldn’t lose it again.  “–Just stay.”