A mountain climb of emotions happened all too fast. The moment he heard the confession leave Blaine’s lips, the confession that he had feelings too, it was like he was finally hearing something he had been waiting months ( Even YEARS ) to hear. Something he always had high hopes of. He had never given up on Blaine, even if his only choice left was being with another guy to make him jealous. Whether the tactic was devious or not, all of it was still just for Blaine. Sebastian was a boy who knew how to speak the language but couldn’t quite play the part. Love made him ruthless. Long ago, his determination to show his love went so far that his actual love interest ended up with an eye injury. Determination only lead to destruction for him, he was reckless to what was acceptable. It was like he always forced himself to believe that Blaine did like him back but the self-doubt in the back of his mind, where his dark side lies, told him that he could never be loved. Eyes were now drowning in a relieved glaze, knowing that the attraction was mutual. His stare was begging for further interaction from Blaine. He couldn’t loose him now. Never.
There was a moment where he just wanted to make up, he wanted to tell Blaine everything he never could. All of the scattered thoughts that ran through his mind. How Hunter had never been of his true interest. How what he really wanted was for their hands to stay locked forever. But before the moment of truth could last too long, Blaine was getting up && walking out the door. An irritated sigh leaves his lips, eyebrows slanting down in a worry && lip quivering just a bit. Never had he shown this raw version of himself before. But now he couldn’t hold it back. Why the hell was Blaine leaving? “ No—— don’t go. Stay. “ Voice goes from a cracked whimper to a demand. Sebastian raises from his seat, standing in place for a moment. He could cry, he could pout about how he would never get the boy. But after all of this vulnerability, the fire of determination began to roar in his system again. A gleam of hope && sudden ideas. As if passion was dragging him to meet the body of Blaine from across the way. Blaine couldn’t be let off the hook this fast. Sebastian Smythe had his game face back on. With a few long, swift steps, Sebastian storms to catch Blaine. He didn’t speak, only yelled with his eyes. Grabbing him by the collar, he instantly pulls him in && presses his lips to Blaine’s as the other was in mid-sentence. The kiss was hard, filled with desire && an ultimate storm of passion. An act of inner feelings that had been long overdue in Sebastian’s opinion.
Each toe to heel step backwards felt like it landed on a crack that kept breaking his heart into smaller pieces. His intention in coming back to Dalton was to rattle some sense back into Sebastian. Make him rethink the path he was on if he kept up with the insane idea that Hunter was worth his attention. Not to shake them both so deep that they were confessing secrets that weren’t supposed to see the light of day. Poor timing, remember? Tonight’s wasn’t any better. He opened his mouth and said too much. He was still a wreck after what he did to the relationship he would’ve sworn on his life would last forever. Losing someone else wasn’t an option. Stepping through the door earlier was his attempt at stopping that. Saying things he couldn’t take back? That he had feelings for someone who, obviously, waited so long to hear he did? No, that wasn’t part of the plan. Not at all. Leaving Sebastian in the state he put him in hurt deeply. Weighing the options? This hurt? Or the hurt he could put him through if he stayed and they kept talking? Better to cut his losses now than to ruin someone that was more important to him than Sebastian may realize.
Then Sebastian changed. The expression on his face shifted. From quivering lips to a narrow-eyed determination as the taller boy rose that had Blaine defensively waving his hands in the open space in front of his chest that was soon to be cut to nothing. His feet obeyed the demand when his mind told him to keep going. To turn around and run before it was too late and they made worse mistakes. Sebastian stalked towards him fueled by a burning bright
fire. Hot enough for Blaine to notice the green in his eyes was ablaze. He’d lie and deny that his body reacted to it. A pull that danced through his veins sparked with electricity and want. He felt like he was breathing under water when he tried a swallow to loosen the knot in his throat and failed. “You know I should walk away before–.” Sebastian grabbed his collar. Blaine’s hands pressed firmly against his chest and that current flowing through Sebastian jumped between them and ran up his arms shutting his voice down so his lips hung open until– Their mouths met and the solid push he angled his hands to separate them became a desperate clutch of starched white cotton and a bit of Sebastian’s tie. Shocked eyes screamed a protest that died off in perfect synchronicity with his knees going so weak that he had to wrap both arms around Sebastian’s shoulders and lock his right hand around his left wrist to keep standing. Shouldn’t exploded into I want you. His hands gripped stronger to keep from shaking.
Blaine kissed him back after that. Tripping to catch up to the passion flowing from Sebastian’s mouth against his but gaining ground the longer it lasted.
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